Umm I do not really know...Update?

Umm... Like my mom said the last few days have been rough and pretty heart breaking. My mom told you about shooshma and posted a pic of her please be praying for her she so badly needs to have someone show her love. I have made it my goal to get her to camp to play. I think we all may have gone a little hard on the first vistit we came home and everyone is getting sick. Please be praying for a team member Ruth as she has a 102 fever and is really not feeling good. Today they gave us just a day of rest. It was much needed for most but made me dwell on what I had seen this last few days. This is alot harder then I thought it would be. I am not even sure what it is I am feeling cause there is just too much going through my head but I am not giving up. I am sorry if this post is really scattered I am trying to put thoughts together to write down but am not doing a very good job at it. I am sorry for the lack of pictures my computer is getting rreally weak internet here.